I’m a suicidal I caught my wife cheating on me

I was one of many men who never thought a day would come when my wife would cheat on me. I found out when my friend and I jokingly got mSpy to spy on our wives' phones. There were no signs at all of her infidelity so I was 100% sure that I wouldn't get anything suspicious in her phone. On the other hand, my friend had doubts based on his wife's recent behaviour. We got MSPYSERVICS@ GMAIL COM to do the job and they immediately sent us instructions which later gave us access to the women's phones. The shock I felt when I checked her WhatsApp and messages is hard to describe. My wife is the sweetest and most caring woman on earth and there was no way I would ever imagine her hurting me in any way but mSpy linked all her secrets. But surprisingly, she had been sleeping with our son's coach for what seemed like months. I ambushed her and her defence was that she got lonely because I no longer give her attention and affection but the truth is that I have been occupied with work since I am the breadwinner. I somehow understand her but at the same time I feel no emotion. I love my family and I don't want us to go through the agony of divorce. What should I do?