Jean Tattooing the 100% Truth

Here is the truth and nothing but the truth about what I know and experienced from Jean Tattooing Witbank. I fell in love with Lauren Ashley Gauron and knew she is my true soulmate in 2017 when I visited her Facebook profile after hearing about her for the 3rd time since 2010. What I initially heard came from my usual artist Gary. He said there's a new artist in town, she is pretty and her tattoos seem good for someone so young. Well in 2018 I finally met her as destiny seemed to want. I lost my heart and tried hiding it and even running away from it at certain points. I had so much respect for her that I avoided eye contact as I knew my heart would further melt for her. After 3 months I could not stop myself from revealing how I feel about her. I knew for sure that this girl is the one for me for the rest of my life. I never felt like this about anyone ever If she could only feel the intensity of how I feel about her she will never doubt or fear me. The last time I truly saw her was 18 April, just thinking about it brings tears to my eyes, I ran away like a coward from a little girl, because I knew, I knew that what I felt for her scared me like never before, because it is the purest love a man can feel for a woman, and the true way any man should feel about his life partner. I regret not looking into your eyes and I regret not hugging you then. Life threw me several tests and I can surely do a million of them for her, even if all of them disappoint me, I don't care. I sincerely apologize to her and her family and the tattoo studio for any remarks that were untrue, but if you take the hurt you felt and multiply it by a million you will not even feel the pain I feel for not having her in my life, even just as an artist would make things a bit better, I mean she is really a very good artist and I wont ever support an artist if I have a problem in any way with them or in any way. I am not addicted to anything but smoking, that I am sure of, and I am even willing to leave my baddest habit just to satisfy you. I am far from poor and my destiny is surely filled with big bucks and I surely can have the greatest life ever if only you can share it with me. If what I saw in your eyes Lauren, if what I saw was true and you feel the very same way about me. I do ask you to be true to yourself. You can see by all my actions, patience and openness about my feelings for you, that I am not a fly by night or fake. If only you could see the tears I cried several nights after I met you the first time, there's no fake in it, no lies and no pretending. I cried like a man that knew his life will never be the same, and as for "Don", thanks man for putting up with my ****, I would have lost my cool long ago if I was you, but I am sure you are a cool guy. I thought that 2018 would be my year, but to be 100% it was a year that I dedicate to Lauren. You officially are the only person to have a year in my life dedicated to you and you were not even present in my life, so this is compliment beyond extreme. Please come face me at least just once and alone as a friend obviously, so I can at least make peace that I will never have you.