********s are better treated in DCS then the members

Our National Commissioner and Minister parade in the media pretending they are best thing happened to this department. Life changing events happening right now with me as a member. Since March asking to See EAP on September while on duty in hospital I put official fire arm and try to commit suicide the fire arm jammed. Video evidence are available. The Head of Centre visit. In the suicidal state of mind I finish the shift with the same fire same firearm still in my possession