*****s and ****s

I want to know how can you people make yourselfs out as saints but do not care that i have to wait 3 months for a R15000 loan and paid almost 60 000. And still no money. And i need to pay more money again. Me and my child has gone through hell the last 3months and its December almost Christmas and we do not have food even. But still no money. Have to pay money that i dont have. I owe so many people money that our lives is in danger but still nobody cares. Is this the way you people work.