I wish it had not come to this

I really don’t want to be mean so I won’t mention names, but this has had a big effect on my life and I need to get this out to help me move on. I think I was unlucky that it went so bad for me because I know they have happy customers.

My hairline had receded on the left and right side of my forehead. I drew a thin line on both sides, he went underneath with a thick marker (and across the middle section where I used to have soft hairs forming the hairline). he said I may get away with less than 1000 follicles as it was a small area but yet he extracted 1000 follicles and then made the 1000 slits and went to bottom of thick line I suppose to make space for the 1000 follicles. I was paying per follicle which I paid cash, only once i deposited a portion into an account, which I won’t go into detail.

A few months later I went for another op to move follicles from the neck to fill in beard patches and also remove the worst hairs on my hairline such as doubles, raised follicles or ones causing inflammation as it was causing me anxiety. I happily paid for each follicle.

After it healed I expressed that I was unhappy with the hairline but I was told that I was too perfectionistic. I really think the hairline was weird, everyone I asked agreed that the sharp zigzag across my head looked unnatural.

I paid for a third operation to fix the hairline with my own design, I moved the front follicles to the thin spot where scalp. I paid for each follicle again.

A section of follicles on the one side are placed at a noticeably unnatural angle or that spot, when tried to show this to the other doctor he did not even look, he just had an excuse as to why I was wrong. I know the section was placed incorrectly, because I stopped the doctor during the op and asked him to please not place that section so flat against my scalp.

Till today I scratch my head every hour of the day. I have not gone back to tell them this as I feel too uncomfortable to contact them again. He had stated twice that he wanted it to be the final operation, and it was as if he was doing me a favour, I felt a sense of irritation at one point. I am trying to let go of resent.

I struggle with lumps on my skin, inflammation, sensitive spots, sometimes scabs form from scratching. I have been hoping my body would absorb follicles which cause the most irritation, I sometimes rip out hairs around to sooth the irritation, very little hair grows on that side of my head, I am embarrassed to be in public. Another place is helping me.

I do not want anything to do with MHR unless they do the right thing. If there is any update I will post it here.