What's Eating Gilbert G****

"WHAT'S EATING GILBERT G****" As I've written this note, suddenly I Just remember the name of the Story.. "WHAT'S EATING GILBERT G****". I had to go and look for the root of this. Funny that the film was released in 1993, and now in 2023 I sort of been in the same boat. I've been keeping this for more than a year, Now I have to release what is EATING ME me from the inside, like a cancer. Good Evening Every friend that became part of my life over the last year and more during my work in the Care Center. Since 24th September 2022, when I moved there , after the situation with the abuse on some patients in the 1st house. It was reported and I was removed. In this past year I've learned a lot, seen people been treated with disrespect, heard cursing and swearing over people. I've seen people die Infront of me in hospitals and care centers. I've laid more complaints than what there was to compliment on. I've fought battles for My patients. Right and Righteousness for everyone. I didn't sponsor your smoking habit, but I gave you my food. I would cover the shame of a woman patient, and ask the Care worker in a proper manner to clean up the area. I would be cursed for that. I've pushed more wheelchairs than I would ever thought possible. Would it be black or white... I saw the lack of humility towards elders, disabled and bedridden patients, other humans. Treating them in the same manner you would be like to be treated, and the world will be a better place. I've saw how "doing nice things" manipulate the thinking of people. Giving you gifts for Christmas, which actually comes from sponsors, giving a show Infront of public makes management look good, but instead the poorest of poor get kicked while laying down in the mud. Maybe tomorrow brings you to a point where you also take a handful of tablets to help you getting through the toughest of times, where you needed Love and Tender care, an ear to help you through. You needed someone with the heart for People like Jesus would do. I've heard things like: " Leave him let him die", and then the ambulance was only contacted a day later. "Give the $#& to Beatrice so she can go and sort it out". People, GOD'S PEOPLE, were called Names that I don't know how to type without using symbols to explain. I've been falsely accused from the word start Go. WITHOUT ANY PROOF until the end. I KNOW because I stayed there. For each one of you with whom I connected, through whatever way, Thank you for becoming a friend, a partner in this whole process. Thank you that you are doing your best to help someone today. Maybe tomorrow it's your turn to been pushing around in a wheelchair, or are relaying on someone to wash you while bedridden. Remember, things can change in a second. If you call yourself a Christian, please act like Jesus Christ did, otherwise you are doing His name shame. You cannot use your Father's name and deal with the darkness of this world, you are putting your family's name to shame. The same with Jesus' Name. Stop praying in His Name and curse other people. Those who are doing that...You're fooling yourself. He hears and sees everything. Thank you for everyone who's doing what you do, for the Love of people. Your reward will be great in Heaven. You are not working for men, but for God in Heaven, as it is through Him you've got the ability to do your best. LOTS of Blessings to you All,