Allocate your R337.08 to Covid 19 school meal gap campaign

I am a pensioner supporting a household of 3 receiving a small pension, to assist my family i took out this life insurance in case something happens to me. This month May i will be in trouble financially due to the lockdown, so i contacted different life, to tell them my situation and my debit order would bounce. They said they cannot help me, but today i received an e-mail that the amount i normally pay R337.08 would go to Covid 19 school meal gap . Then i will cancel this insurance. The government supports them not me, this is absolutely absurd.